I jumped out of a plane last Saturday.
Technically we were celebrating my 48th birthday, but the jump represented so much more to me than that.โฃโฃ
โฃโฃMany of my friends commented about how brave I was but the real TRUTH is this:: ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐งโ๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐๐ง๐๐ฒ & ourย ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐๐๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐. โฃ
โฃLearning to detach with love, to stop โtrying to fix thingsโ, and surrendering my sonโs future (and my own) to Godโs willย almost killed me.ย ย
โฃIt caused fear, panic & TERROR of unimaginable proportions. But in that powerlessness I surrendered everything past, present and future, andย I found ย peace like I've never known before.ย ย I felt chains I didnโt even know I had ~ BREAK. And I came to know with unwavering confidence that things will be okay now - no matter what happens.
It taught me the meaning ofย Jesusโ words โ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ.โ โฃand it (coincidentally) marked the moment when my son's recovery shifted into turbo mode.ย
Heย celebratedย 2 years clean last week. I praise Jesus every day & try my hardest to stay out of the way ~ knowing full well that he will ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด be an addict, and that he will ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด be in danger ..... โฃ
โฃBut whenever I start to worry, I thank Jesus for His protection, strength and healing. I remember how far weโve come & how faithful HE has been! โฃ
โ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ฌ๐ค ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฒ๐๐ซ.โ - ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฐ ๐๐:๐๐ โฃ
โฃSo. This jump wasnโt just a birthday celebration - it was a FAITH, GRACE & HIS MIGHTY POWER celebration. And it was AWESOMEโฃ๏ธโฃ
XOXO,
Sarah
PS: Check out the YouTube Video of the jump here.
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Excited and nervous.ย
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At 13,500 feet, ready to jump & TRUSTING HIM with my whole heart!
The view from the door of the plane when we jumped.
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TERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(still terrified)ย
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I did it!!!! ย Thank you Jesus!!!!!!
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us. - Ephesians 3:30
Photos by Bob Clark, SKY DIVE CITY, Zephyrhills, Florida
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(I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THE EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!)
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Comments
So happy for you. I can see that since TLC you have done lots of work, your words said it all. I also learned to let go and believe that the outcome will be good, no matter how it looks today. And I can only change myself, everyone else has their own path.
Thank you for sharing your story. TLC change my life. I also like to share my story to help others! Love, Mariana